Showing posts with label Mother's Day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mother's Day. Show all posts

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Mother


My Mother was a beauty. She had the thickest, blackest hair I've ever seen. My Grandmother's side of the family had some Creek blood in them and my Mother got her fair share of it- the hair, the olive skin, the cheek bones. My Dad loved her hair and her lips and her legs and her breasts. He never kept it to himself - his love for her.

I remember when she started to go into the bathroom and stay for what seemed like hours on weekends. I could hear water running and I could hear her crying. At first, I didn't know what was wrong but when I discovered hair color and gloves in the trash, I realized she'd begun to grey.  

I've fallen in and out of love with my Mother many times in my life. Some of those times overshadow others. Still, her dark beauty lives on...

Happy Mother's Day to you...


Saturday, May 9, 2009

That's One Mean Mama


The Mother's Day card on the left was presented to me three years ago from Logan. We were pretty friendly with each other then. Notice my bright and shining blue eyes?

Things began to change. He was so different. I was so different. Things were so different. He wanted to be with his Father. He didn't want me and he didn't like me. It broke my heart and I was not prepared to let him go. He was ten years old for God's sake

Then I received this card for Mother's Day. I knew in my heart what I must do. I've struggled with it, deeply. Two years have passed now and he's still with his dad. He seems happier now. And I love him more than ever.

I wonder if I'll get a card this year? 

 

Thursday, May 7, 2009

I'd Like To Thank The Academy...

It seems I've won another award.

I totally deserve this one.

Rock on, Moms!